A long story..

erm.....its reali lazy to update my blog..

i hate to type words by words..

its tiring n boring..

anyway...i had to write out the things...



yesterday was a nice and quite perfect day 4 me n my frens...this is becoze yesterday i went out wif my dear fren n had a lot of fun wif them...if i gt the chance to rank 4 yesterday ..it was 90 over 100...y i say so? 90 iz becoze all of us enjoy ourself n had a wonderful time...

10 iz 4 absence of my two lovely frens...



ITs hard 4 me to express my feeling compare to others ../.this iz due to the factor of my languege iz quite limited n i cant express my heart to others easily n directly..actuali we r 4 super fren..but i cant understand y suddenly she leave us aside..she doesnt want to talk wif us ,chat with us , gossip with us n even play wif us...me..different class with 3 of them ..but i will oso feel very weird n sad...when i saw her or met her..i will feel embarassing n shy...y?y?Y?she was one of my best fren...but y now i feel like i m far away from her eyesight , thinking, n even talking...she iz no more concentrate on us n she iz fren with others...i reali want to noe y..

nobody wans to tell me wat's going on..i will only noe if sumthing iz happen n i will be the last person to noe tat...actuali i m sad to say tat..i m afraid my fren iz goingto lost one by one..(iz negative thinking) haha...



today i learnt one ''philosophy '' from my dear history teacher..''MR.SHIVA...He said tat ..never ever believe..or tell ur secret to anybody even tat iz ur fren...this is becoze once the relationship iz break up..both may become enemies n tat iz the time where terrible thing will happen...n it will make u regret 4ever...i think tat's true...becoze i ewas hurt by my fren b4...best fren oso no use...y? becoze they will gossip about u , talk bad about u behind u..n this kind of ppl iz terrible n cannot be forgiveable...they r silly man...haiz...sir said..god create u to this world, u came alone n u will die , n u leave this world alone, so u should believe urself n not others...izzit?



anyway ..i have to said..no matter hw u r ..n where u r ...once u becum our fren ..u r my dear fren..this is our luck n our goodness together at this world...i m still ur fren...