Critical Thinking~

A Critical thinking, i think tis iz the most suitable title for todae...

I gt into many trouble recently...friends...family...beloved...and others factor...
someone used to share ''his'' feeling to me...i gt to know that the reason 4 ''him''to leave us in the past...i would like to talk about myself 1st...

ME , as an Assisstant monitor of the class , have to face a lot of problems...but i enjoy it! becoze i treat my classmate as my family members...i enjoy to share wif them with my experiences...i gt many crazy friends as RAYMOND that gang..,AND THE SMART SMART GANG...haha..they are KAI HUAT , Jui Yong , jUN kET , Xin Ying , Xer Reen , GG Qian , and the most popular...Chean Hwei...haha...they are very fun and i love to mix with them...at 1st , i scare i will be alone in the class coze i m seperate with my friends in different class..but i noe i have to mix around..haha..Dont ever gt cheated with their ''faces'', actuali those smart smart guys like to play and enjoy also..i will never gt tension or any problem with them...u noe, although they r smart but i noe they r kind and not like those ppl, twofaces in one ppl...damn scary..v talk together , play together...haha..

Next , my problem...i will always ask myself ,izzit i m the guilty person to make my friend stay away from me?izzit becoze they thought i m angry becoze i m not talk to them and quiet...i m not!!izzit becoze of my face looks like very fierce?i dun noe..sometimes i feel like m i the person to make trouble and make the nonsense thing?i noe myself...i used to be a busybody,quite emotional person and like to make trouble ...i think i mtalkactive in class... i dunnoe wat should i say to you...i always want to talk to you but i think i dunnoe wat should say..this is not meaning i m not ur friend anymore...actuali , i wan to share to you tat the reasons...i think tat something iz changing in ur daily life style but u cant sense it...hw sad it is...dont u think tat ur characteristics change and not like last time ? its hard to describe ...someone told me tat u become selfish...u like to stick wif ur partner...its iz wat i feel lah...dun gt angry...since u r not same class wif me...i noe something iz differ ...friend iz forever, dont easy to drop or left out someone in ur life...she thinks that u r more care ur partner and also not reali understand tat she iz still caring u...she used to be very sad and heartbroken becoze until now u still dun understand tat y she iz leaving u....she used to be a good friend of u, when u started to gt closer to ur partner, n also ur friends in ur class , she iz trying to hinting u...but u jz showing her tat u would be changed..but at last , she decided to leave u...can u detect what's the mistake?

think i should stop here...coze i m tired to type...i cant sleep yesterday...so , good nite..