freaking infuriate recently.....wat's going on? hmm...to be continued...

anyway . quite a couple of things need to finish .
example , the cross -stitch of guan ying xiang for my home ..the twilight series and so forth..
so , wat am i going to do is , i will rearrange my time table for my life..wow , sound fun , izzit it?^^
and the most important thing is i manage to reach eclipse , twilight series  , the third book .
Hw was it? awesome?hehe..(pride in my eyes , i guess)

something happened badly to me few days ago..maybe i m always the one play on my mood , scowled alot , meh , i need someone to talk to me!!maybe u cant believe tat i was home alone in the past three days..wat a sarcastic life....i told my dad , if i manage my money well , i will buy a car , learn to drive and not dependant on anybody ...i think i m begging everyone to help me , and i loathe it , hate it , its like a ''little puppy ''asking for food? m i ?i need a transport!! however , i ought to put on more stress to my dad , and i can see through his pout ...its not a big problem , i will recover it soon..

i m going to have fun this week , i think , someone asking me to head towards to her house ...wat a home sweet home....wow , happiness? i hope so..i can find my own self there by 4gting about those sadness and the sombre nite...i will never 4gt about the loneliness that i had gone through in couple of months in my life...its the time to let go myself...wohoo..

''fake''...i learn it these few days...maybe i should civilized myself ceaselessly ...i m sombre wif tis kind of ''friends''  maybe i should be graceful...becoze of you , i noe tat , friend can be used , not a true fren , juz to occupy your loneliness and ur sadness...tis is wat i concluded...i m so disappointed...well , not need to mention who is tis , and you should noe who m i talking about , thankx 4 ur lessons and i will be more alert and protective...

guess i should hibit myself to declaim anymore...god bless ...gnite..
sweet dream