[04-01-2010 ]

3rd Day without you.....

Let's talk about my story todae...abit clutter 4 me ...this job , general clerk , the part i agonized over...1st of all , desolation hit me with crippling strength....when i reached my working place , i found tat they r hard habour who r always hover around the furniture ....they seems like ignoring me , feel abit insult suddenly ...there is a lady , fulled wif experienced , taught me a little bit things , typical lady wif a cute bodyshape...haha...i tot i will be giving many works to do , haha , i juz sat there and wait the time to past ...wat the....fine , i told myself , maybe they r not familiar wif me , and not try to be bias to me...i was having a hard thinking which is sneaking while there is no ppl there..haha..but it failed...should i shut off my mind and stop thinking those non-sense stuff..haha

well , i tried to suit myself there..haha..the stuff over there , haiz , dont noe hw to describe , very selfish ? or hate me alot?? i juz wan them to teach me , the ans i gt was , '' when i was like u in 1st day , wat i did was learning these by myself...nobody was teaching me'' =.=...see , tat's the difference...maybe they r not willing to teach me...but at last , a lady willing to teach me her job , about the computer stuff , she taught me very details , part by part , and she told me she is sad to work wif the supervisor , coz he is a bad guy , makes troubles and always put her into troubles...haiz...''trouble is a fren''....i can feel tat she is too desperate wif tat guy...haiz...suddenly feel so nostalgia , miss my home sweet home....b4 i went bak , i manage to catch up all the computerised stuff...basic things loh....but i m sad tat i m going to leave the job coz i dun like tat job...

well , i will find 4 another one...wish me good luck...haiz , i wish u dun miss me too much and i reali hope u enjoy ur life there..i noe its abit sickening 4 me but i do reali hope u have fun there..dun worry about me , wat i promise u , i will do it , and u do take care urself , have fun , i will settle every problem here so tat u wont worry about me , i muz learn to not always relay on you , haha , self  dependant...klah , stop here , goodnite...waiting 4 you...